I need a scanner T^T
I need a scanner T^T
For quite some time now, I can’t help but feel stagnant as an artist. Like I’ve lost all motivation and inspiration, and I don’t know which to blame. I still feel the need to draw though, since I don’t know what else I should and can be if not an artist. I am also aware that I still have a lot of potential; there’s so much room to grow.
But it’s like I’ve stopped growing.
I don’t know. Maybe it’s just that I’m scared of my own incompetence?
Most people around me are very supportive and they all believe in my talent. I appreciate all those, don’t get me wrong. I still get happy whenever people compliment my works. But it’s like, I feel impatient. Like, I feel that can do better, and yet when I hold a pencil and stare at the blankness of the paper, I freeze.
I don’t have ideas.
Whenever I try and search for inspiration, I only end up being frustrated instead of being inspired. I think about those people who are so creative, and I’m still here stuck at doing the same things over again. The same safe things. I want to get out of my comfort zone, but I feel boxed, i feel imprisoned. I feel like I can’t. I’m starting to get scared that I might not be as good as I thought I can be.
I feel like Colin Singleton. (If anyone reading this have read An Abundance of Katherines by John Green, you’ll get where I’m coming from) I don’t know if this is still an Artist’s Block; maybe something even worse, but I just want to stop feeling this way.
DAY 5: YOUR FAVORITE FAIRY TALE: SHREK
orz this is a super late upload. //slapped//
sorry i have a lot going on T^T
Anyways, Shrek is technically a fairy tale right? I was actually torn between this one and Wicked,since I loved both of them equally, but I’ve done fanarts on Wicked before so I decided to give Shrek some love this time.
This was originally done in watercolors but like what i always do with my photos, I added filters to make it look um, cleaner i guess? I don’t know.
And I just love that papercut effect.
Late upload. ^.^
Since the new semester started, me and two of my siblings moved to our grandma’s house which is nearer to the school to save transpo fare, but since there’s no internet connection there, i haven’t been able to go online (and the connection home isn’t any better so -.-)
Anyways, i enjoyed doing this one. I don’t always paint out my feelings (because idk how, i struggle at getting my shit together), but idk, it came randomly. After a clean break-up (too clean to let go) , i just had to transfer my feelings somewhere so.
Uploading just the face cause i ruined the rest of the drawing, lol.
And I blame it on the quality of the paper T-T
you ever have those days
I always dooo *n*
Heeey! This may be 5 months late but MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU TOOOOO
Sorry I wasn’t able to see the noticee TAT
Omg thank you so much *A* I only saw this post now.
I never saw the notice *A* Thank yooooou, this made me really happy! *glomp*
Oh my gosh, Thank you so much! OAO I can’t believe I only saw this now
I never saw the notice This made my day! Thank yoooouuu >u<
Hello there! I use Prang and Reeves watercolor~